Dishearted.
I feel so unloved, so abandoned, so neglected.
Walk away, Loved. 10:21:00 PM `
New year eve.
In less than 24hours time, 2008 will comes to an end.
I hope in Year 2009, everything will goes on smoothlyyyyyyyy.
Be it, studies, relationship, friendship&even kinship. hahahahaha.
I'm greedy, greedy, greedy.
But at the same time, I'm contented, very. :D
25th December, Thursday.
Merry Christmas once again.
yeah, a very late post but who cares. hahahah.
cant remember what I did in the day. night time, went over to Bf's house. then went out along with his Sister&her Bf. went City Link, had TCC then went over to Hong Kong Cafe for meal. after that, went for a walk at Esplanade. oh&I simply adore the time chatting with Bf along the river. well but was home around 1am.
26th December, Friday.
out with Erinna Lin Ying Jun to Parkway. lunched at Hawker, well, both of us were on budget. LOLS. we had ice kachang also. okae, not something great but cooling. hahahah. then walked around aimlessly in the shopping mall then we went Mos Burger, planted ourselves there with Large Ice Milk Tea&fries. hahahah. our favourite yeah? chatted for i-dont-know how long. around evening time, bus-ed to Hougang, meet up with Gaofei for dinner at Kovan. nice dinner but I feel oh-so-fat now. LOLS. after eating, went over to Erinna's place for awhile. &I missed the last bus a few minute. damn it. hahah. but Erinna Lin&Laofei are kind souls. cause they accompanied me to walk from Serangoon all the way to my house! hahah. it tooks around 1hour. then Erinna's Father came to fetch the both of them home. hahah. I know Erinna hates me for this but I know her hatred wouldnt last long cause she loves me too much. god, I'm talking rubbish. hahahah.
27th December, Saturday.
went over Bf's house around 5pm? did Management analysis. had dinner then went out with Bf to Clarke Quay. bought finger food&drinks from Starbucks then sit at the river side to chat while eating. simple night but nice with Bf around. cabbed back to my place around 11plus. Bf slept over.
28th December, Sunday.
Happy Birthday Dad!
woke up around 1pm? lunched at home cause Mum cooked, along with Bf. then went over to his place, went for dinner with his family. home around 11pm?
Meizhen, stop crying...
Walk away, Loved. 12:56:00 AM `
How nice.
Twinny! I'm jealous! I also want my Christmas Eve/Christmas to be like yours! cancan?! wahahahahaha. you should know what I mean. sigh... so sians. school's reopening on Monday. can I request for a longer holiday till like after New year? wahahahaha.
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I'm always the one waiting.
I'm always the one going the extra mile.
When will all these stop?
I'm tired, very.
Am I appreciated or taken forgranted?
I wish I could turn back time&stop everything from happening.
I'm not like any other girl out there.
Love me, treat me seriously.
I need assurances,
Not just the fun of being in love.
I love you&I mean it.
You said you do, prove it.
Walk away, Loved. 2:41:00 PM `
Merry Christmas!
How did you guys celebrate/count-down for Christmas?
For me, didnt really count-down this year, unlike the past years.
But still, I enjoyed myself, with Bf&his Family. :D
24th December, Wednesday.
woke up at 11plus? Bf came over my place around 1plus. as I cooked lunch for him. Spag! hahah. after eating, prepared, left house around 4plus? went Vivo to meet up with Bf's parents&Sister. waited for his Sister's Bf to reach. supposed to go Sentosa but it was raining. in the end, booked a Kbox room at 9pm, Suntec. had our dinner first then went to sing. sing till 12plus1am or so. then home-d after that.
Gift from Bf. :D
LOL!
&&&&At the end of the day,
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My Bf is pregnant! =X
A sense of disappointment, how come?
Walk away, Loved. 2:31:00 PM `
6th month.
Today is Christmas Eve.
Merry Christmas in advance to everyone!
&&&&& Happy 6th Month Baby!
Loved. :D
20th December, Saturday.
Happy 18th Birthday Shannon Yeo!
met up with Bf at his house there then bus-ed to Amk, change to train to Jurong East. meet up with Angila&Huda. went over to Kenny's Uncle's place to interview his Uncle for our Management project. after that, walked around IMM with Bf. then mrt-ed to Town. walked around, then went PS to meet up with Bf's family for a movie, Ip Man. the movie is really nice! worth watching definitely. after movie, home-d.
21st December, Sunday.
went baibai again. after baibai, went eat with Family then bought some new clothes for my niece then went Hougang with Sister, Brother-in-law&niece. had Sakae Sushi then met up with Meieng&Jason over there for awhile. chilled at Kovan Mac along with Meieng, Jason&my niece. left for home around 5plus. prepared alittle. then meet up with Sister, Meieng&niece again. travelled to Balestair for Yoga. till 10plus11pm. supper at Lavender there&home after that.
22nd December, Monday.
woke up kinda late, around 3plus? slack alittle, prepared then went over my Godmum's house. left her place around 7plus, mrt-ed to Town alone. thinking to get Bf's present. but didnt manage to get anything in the end. cause I want to get something he likes¬ something I hope he will like. hahah. so yeah, bus-ed home around 10pm or so.
23rd December, Tuesday.
supposed to meet Zhichao at my house's downstairs at 2pm but he reached at 1pm! Omg. LOLS. so met him at around 130pm instead. mrt-ed to Bugis, lunched at Pastamania. bought something for Bf from Topman. then went over to Marina Square, then Suntec as he wanted to get some chocolates for his class gathering in the night. after Suntec, went over to Heeren to get a top from Fourskin for Bf. then Cold storage to get ingredients then I went home after that. met up with Bf at 9plus, supposed to do Management project but he forget to bring the stuff. how nice. so we ended up eating at Aljunied Mac. he went home around 12am.
thanks Zhichao. (:
Walk away, Loved. 12:18:00 PM `
All or nothing at all.
I hate it that I'm only remembered when you've nothing else to do.
I hate it when I know I can never be your most important one.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate everything.
18th December, Thursday.
woke up at 10plus? went downstairs to buy bread. back home, prepare the food&stuff. Bf, Erinna&Gaofei came around 12plus. helped me in preparing the stuff. left my place around 2plus, Erinna&Gaofei headed to Erinna's place to pick Erinna's younger Sister, Elisa. while Bf&I headed Hougang to pick my niece. then meet up with Erinna they all again at Vivo City. had a small picnic at Vivo's rooftop. the kids had fun playing water&getting all wet. LOLS. separated with Erinna they all around 7plus as they went for a movie. Bf, Shanice&I walked around. Sister came to fetch my niece around 8plus. walked around awhile with Bf then around 9plus, watched Twilight! the movie was nice! hahah. after movie, home-d.
Elisa Lin, Shanice Koh.
Babyyyyyy!
Hand in hand. hoho.
Playing with water.
Kenny Tan&Shanice.
2 Family. LOLS.
While playing.
I will love you till the end of time.
19th December, Friday.
Mum woke me up around 8plus. went baibai. after baibai, went eat. then went over to Ahkim's house. then went Bishan's Partyworld with elder Sister, Meieng, Bryan Kor, Lijun&San yi. 2pm-6pm. after singing, went back to Ahkim's house. went dinner with all the adults. then back to Ahkim's house again, watched tv&home around 10pm.
Walk away, Loved. 11:42:00 PM `
Back to the past.
Erinna Lin complained that my post is getting shorter&shorter as time goes by. true? hahah. mayb bah.
Well, life havent been great all these while.
I still hoping everything will get better.
I want no more quarrels, misunderstandings etc.
As a girl, I guess I need more attention.
Been trying hard to be that kinda girl, but I failed each&every time.
I'm feeling so dead.
Having to wait for one pathetic reply for an hour or more, how would you feel?
Nevertheless, I'm still looking forward to our 6th month cum Christmas Eve!
It might be a simple one but I hope it will turn out great!
Any suggestions on places that we can go on a Christmas Eve?
Everywhere would be fully packed! My god.
&&&&&&, Christmas are nearing.
Presents for me people?! wahahahahaha.
Family day cum picnic! LOLS.
With Erinna Lin, Lao Fei, Elisa, Shanice, Bf&me! hoho.
Have to wake up early tomorrow to prepare the stuff!
Wash the containers, cut the fruits, bread&stuff, fried rice.
How fun can it be? LOLS.
Yesterday, 16th December.
Happy 8th Birthday to Shanice Koh!
woke up at 12plus. sudden urge to watch a movie. meet up with Bf around 4pm(ohwell, my Bf is slow. =X)at Boon Keng Mrt station, mrt-ed down to Ps, went Cotton On to have one of my top exchanged. then went to The Cathay, wanted to watch Twilight but only left the first row so we ended up watching The day the earth stood still at 5pm. before movie, ate at Shilin. overall, the movie was not bad. after movie, Bf sent me home as I need to have dinner with my Family as it's my niece birthday. dinnered at Dragon Gate Restaurant today with Brother-in-law's family. home around 10plus.
Today, 17th December.
meet up with Veronica at Bugis at 2plus3pm. supposed to have Vanessa but she couldnt make it so only the two of us. had Longjohn for lunch, chatted chatted chatted. hahah. walked around Bugis Street as she wanted to get some stuff. then walked around Junction. sit outside the Cinema there to chat&cam-whore alittle. hahah. had fun with her! we sure had chatted alot! LOLS. we shall meet up together with Vanessa some day soon!
separated with her around 7pm, bus-ed to Aljunied on my own, meet up with Erinna&Gaofei. had dinner then Fairprice to buy our stuff for picnic! hahaha. spent around $30 in total? Kenny Tan, I've got you your Strawberry HL milk! LOLS. home around 9pm together with Erinna&Gaofei. they left around 10pm.
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This is found on net. http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/
Bf is a Leo, I'm a Libra.
Leo Man and Libra Woman
The match of Leo man and Libra woman is one of those that develop into a long-lasting relationship. Both the individuals are gregarious, outgoing, adventurous and love to party. They love the limelight and the sound of applause. He appreciates the beautiful things in life, like art and music, as much as she does. Their relationship will be full of love, romance, passion, fun and excitement. Even their chemistry will be great and there will be no problems on the loyalty front too. He loves to lead and she hates to take a decision - so, a perfect match.
How true is it, I really dont know.
We shall see how thing goes! LOLS.
Walk away, Loved. 11:19:00 PM `
Had to leave without.
I'm out with Erinna Lin today. she came over my house first then we bus-ed to PS. ate Mee Sua. then walked around. I bought 3tops from Cotton On&she bought 1. 1 is for like $10 only. hahah. then to Heeren, Wisma, Taka. bought another top from Mango which is also $10. hahah. then Fareast, she got her hair straighten&I do treatment. kinda expensive though. spent $100plus in a day. awwwwwwwwww~
LOLS. my face look like shit. but I kinda like my hair. but it will be gone after washing.
Walk away, Loved. 11:26:00 PM `
A third party.
Kbox soon, anyone?
Movie soon, anyone?
Shopping tomorrow, anyone?
Heart to heart talk soon, anyone?
Dates soon, anyone?
though it's holiday now but I feel so dead. how I wish I have someone to accompany me every single day willingly without any complains. I miss singing so much. it's been a long time since I sing my heart out. well, most importantly, I wanna shop! but no one is free for me. &I need someone who knows the way! hahah. people who knows me should know that I'm a direction idiot. but then again, I have no mood for anything. ironic uh?
I feel so stupid staying at home on a Sunday night when there's no school tomorrow.
Anyone wants to go out?
I'm having a feeling of sharing my Bf.
I know I shouldnt feel this way.
I know it's isnt like that.
But I cant help but to feel that way.
So threatened.
So helpless.
But what can I do?
I'm tired of crying to bed.
Walk away, Loved. 6:36:00 PM `
Term break.
2weeks of holiday has officially started. but somehow, I lost my holiday mood. weird uh.
well, for the last week of school is basically preparation for Oral Communication ICA2&rushing of Stats project. didnt went to school on Friday as I was having a headache in the morning. Bf bought lunch for me and then left for his guitar later in the evening. meet up with Erinna at Paya Lebar Mrt station around 6pm. mrt-ed to Bugis. meet up with Theresa&her friend over there. shopped alittle. dinner-ed at Pasta Mania, Erinna's treat. oh&I bought a tee for my niece as her birthday is coming, Twinny bought one for her Sister too. hahahah. home around 11plus.
Little Miss Chatterbox for the kids. LOLS.
I'm so glad that I've her with me all these while.
Saturday.
met up with Management project group mates(Kenny Tan, Huda, Angila&Yingyue) to do some discussion. after discussion, the 3girls headed City Hall while Bf&I walked around Amk hub. bus-ed over to Bf's place around 4plus. left his house around 6plus together with his Sister to Clarke Quay for their family gathering. went for a drink at TCC with Bf&his Sister after the gathering&home around 1am.
I need a long walk. anyone?
Walk away, Loved. 1:50:00 AM `
Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
